It's 2am and i can't sleep, as usual. Why does my mind never shut up? Im always thinking about something... stressing myself out or remembering things that i should be forgetting. blah. Stuff just aggravates me sometimes. Like how i read into things too much. Im always looking for 'signs' or reading my horoscope. I completely live by the whole 'everything happens for a reason' saying and im forever searching for every reason. It's exhausting but its what i do.

My minds a funny place. The thoughts that run through my head are incredible, and at times ridiculous. It's funny how i remember things that have happened to me, and in such detail. Every word, every facial expression or feeling i got. And then again.. sometimes i cant remember to get the mail everyday =]